A Spark of Hope
I was all alone, in this dark room, with no one to be with. I was so lonely until you opened the door that leads to happiness. When I see you, everything brightens up, even in my darkest hour. You are the one that gives me hope, that lightens up my burden, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING. Everything seems to be easy with your help, your presence makes me happy, all these things I dream to come true, but then suddenly, everything changed. I saw you with this "SPECIAL ONE", you and her are happy together, sharing the love I was hoping to be mine. I was an OUTCAST in your heart. I was NOBODY, NOBODY at all. I tried to forget you, but it is very hard. I am beginning to feel the emptiness I have forgotten. I don't want to return to that horrible place anymore. Everytime you're near, a spark of hope is creeping, thinking that one day you'll be mine, mine alone, and when everytime you're here, that spark is growing into a flame of desire to be with you no matter what people think and say, for you are a part of my life, and without you, my life would be meaningless. I will never stop hoping and loving you, even though you've found someone new, for you'll always stay in my heart, no matter what.
hey..
actually, its been 6 years, and up until now, I still love her,but now, I accepted that she will never be mine because she does not like me at all so I'm trying to forget her. but I'm having a hard time because memories are creeping back into my thoughts, but I know that soon enough I WILL forget her...


awwww....
its sweet of you to love like that. I, too, is in love with someone I know can never be mine. But I have accepted it. But just like you, when his name or his face comes crawling back to my mind, I can't help but just feel that fire again.