Dear BEST FRIEND
Christmas season is unfolding now; it’s been a windy day that I think of you to cuddle me up. I’ve got a cup of cold coffee and salt bread stoned and undevoured. It was you that I was thinking of causing me nostalgic moments like waves tossed and turn to its torment. It was hard since you left. It was a storm in my heart perpetually bleeding my spirit. Your detached firmness, your beautiful soul and your comical demeanor…how can I let a single day pass by without sensing those. It was terrible now that you are gone. I wish among firefly like stars that you would know the fondest thoughts I have towards you. The celestial feeling I have for you when we are together, it means eternity for me. Like you and me above all. I was then a mechanical human being when you fixed my heart and introduced me how to have faith in my system. When the ground I’m standing with was stolen, you took it back from me. I was in meander of an intricate faith that I could live with, you gave me assurance and I have faith again. You seethe the savage soul I posses, gave me confidence to held my head up high, to restore my dreams, to dare to fly and be who I am against the perpetrator. I am me because of you; I am loving love because I now loved you.
Each song we shared is the music of my life. But now it means more to me. Hearing Christmas song stabbed my heart. I know it would be perfect to share Christmas with you, in a freezing yuletide but the warmth I will feel beside you is more than Christmas to me…more than a gift I always sought to have. Please tell me that the feeling never ceases still, please hold on, please let me love you. Let me tell you that I love you, needless of what your eyes can meet. Let me care for you when you desired someone. Let me be your wings and shelter you from the violent miseries of life. Let me be with you without end.
My best friend, my soul mate, the marvel of my existence…I wish I could see you just before the flowers wither, just before the night falls and my eyes turns in despair of your coming, I am waiting for you. Waiting but never losing a solitary hope. I have wrapped a gift for you, mindless whether you’ll like this or not, but it gives brilliance in my doomed heart, illuminating over an anxious night. The picture of you in my wallet, the shirt you gave me and the music you sang to me, I know I can hold on, a single hope to move me. I will be waiting for you this Christmas. Waiting for you until eternity. My best friend, my soul mate. I will be waiting for you.
Love,
ME
