Now, I can't sleep with this kind of emotion.
I keep on crying on this dark room
No one can see
No one can hear
but only you and me
I don't want to open the lights
I don't want to make even a little noise
I'm just here, inside this room
can't sleep, and sobbing
I cant talk to anyone now.
Everybody's sleeping
And i'm here talking to You
Asking to let me forget this feelings
and let me sleep.
Here I am, writing what's on my mind
Connecting with my emotions.
I'm a tired now.
I guess i'll fall asleep with pen on my hands.
And now, I thank You, because i'm little bit okay now.

Despite of good things you did
Here she is
Yelling at you as if your are no one
Yet talking to her so gently
Still she raises her voice
as if she's squeezing you down
With no respect and honor.
It's already late at night
You can't raise your voice as her.
Now you're on that dark corner
Crying because you haven't burst out your anger
And despite of crying and hatred
You're still praying to let God recover her from fever.

Hay! HITNIGHT is now over! Thanks God! This was my stressful and yet remarkable birthday in my life.....I usually spend my birthday with my families and friends. But now, it's totally different! 5 days before my birthday, i was about to get money from my ATM, but i guess it was a bad luck for me, 90 % of my money was debited by the bank! What an experience!

Night and day I seek Your face
Long for You in the secret place
All I want in this life
Is to truly know you more...

As the waters cover the sea,
So Your love covers me
Guiding me on,
Roads unkown
I trust in You alone

CHORUS
My Saving Grace
My endless love
Deeper and deeper I'm falling in love with You
My one desire
My only truth
Deeper and deeper I'm falling in love with you

BRIDGE
And I will rise on wings of eagles
Soaring high above all my fears
I rest in Your open arms of love

People are really inconsistent....
Maybe you're denying that kind of fact about human life.
But it's true!

What do you do when you have money?
What do you do when you are happy?
You're just thinking of yourself
And trying to find ways grab every opppurtunity of happiness.
Hanging out with friends....
Spending a lot of money just to be merry...
And people even borrow money just to satisfy their happiness....

And when we are in the peak of happiness
We forgot where we are...
we forgot how we got there
who brought us there

I stand before You now my Saviour
Shouting Your praise
You've changed my world and made my heart sing
And everything I have
I lay it at Your feet

Everything is different now with You my God
You broke my chains of sin
You're always there to lift me when I fall
You never let me go
Lord I give You my all

Now that I've found You everything around me is changing
Nothing will be the same
Now that You've saved me

I'll be the one to shout Your fame forever
I'll be the one to sing Your praise
My saviour
You are the strength inside of me
You are the light that let's me see

When you don’t have a job
You freak out and look for a job.
When you already have a cellphone
Still not contented, and look for a new version
If you’re just an ordinary individual
You’re dreaming to be a celebrity
But when you’re already a celebrity
You wanted to go back
When you don’t have a boyfriend
You pray to have one
But when you already had one
You still look for another one.
When you’re busy
You complain
But when you’re not doing something
You still complain because it’s boring.
When you’re poor
You dream to be rich

Looking for a job is really tough! I was one of the jobless people last year! I haven't had any job for almost one year! For almost a year that I don't have money to support myself, a spoon feeding person to my parents, as if i'm begging for money. I really felt useless that time. Most of the people degrades me. But i let go of my pride and tried to ask for some support from my parents so I could look for a job. Maybe, i spent thousands of peso roaming around manila. and finally i'm here! an english instructor to koreans.....