You may have seen this in facebook. Just so you know, it's not a scam.
I'M REALLY CONSIDERING BEING STRAIGHT AGAIN.
Well, given that I have a very unorthodox gender identity history, I don't think you should be surprised that I'm making this decision.
To tell you the truth, I'm not trying to be straight because I don't like being gay anymore. Because being gay is a good thing. I just want to challenge myself to be something else. And to open myself to other experiences.
I'm doing a cleansing diet that involves eating fruits and vegetables and avoiding calorie-rich, starchy and sweet food for one week. I'm on day three today and I have lost three pounds already. I'm supposed to lose around 7-10 pounds by the end of the week, my target is 5 pounds and to keep it off.
A friend of mine from work asked me, "If you're going to leave this company, what do you think would be your last thoughts?"
I was caught a little off-guard by the question, being that we were just talking about chicks. (Yes, I am capable of talking about chicks.)
So I gathered my thoughts a little and said, "I don't know, I'd probably be thinking about my new job."
He was hoping I'd allude to the things I would miss with work. I picked up on this and I asked myself the same question.
You still yourself-
Despite the flight that wells with fear-
To feel the cushion on the fingertips
Of the hand that leaves a white impression.
You fill the numbness with blood
In that millisecond
Before the advent of pain.
A reprieve between gasps
The lingering note of plea
Romance requires a giving in-
It dawns when everything has been taken.
Right before the moment
Sa mga puwang sa pagitan ng bawat salita
At dito sa pagitan ng mga taludtod,
Sa siwang na ginuhitan ni Mesandel Virtusio Arguelles--
Kung saan tayo ay nag-aabang.
Dito ang ating mundo,
Minamantsahan ng mga kuwit at tuldok-
Sa sandali ng pagtiyak kung hihinto
Mahihimlay tayo't palilibutan ng mga
Mabulaklak na salita.
Tayo: sa tagnian ng bawat diwa,
May saysay man o wala.
Magbubukas ang ating kasaysayan sa bukas
Kung pahihintulutan ng pagkakataon o kapalaran
Na ang binubuo mong alamat sa iyong isipan
Ay maging katotohanan.
Kung gayon ang tulang ito'y magiging talaarawan.
At bibilugan mo ng pula ang takdang-araw
Na ang iyong hinagap ay maisakatuparan
Kaya't gagawin mong bundok ang alamat.
At tatahakin mo ito sa pamamagitan
Ng mga munting baitang
Na yari sa pakikipagsapalaran.
I want to make a necklace
Of the dainty little drops
That rest on the hairs
Of my arms like the morning dew-
A gift from your carotid,
Sprayed as you choke
On a muffled plea.
The skin on your neck is like
That melts in the heat
Of the rage in my knife.
I liberate the life out of you.
I want you to look me in the eye,
As your vision fades,
As your world funnels into a tunnel.
I want to make you a memory.
You kept complaining
That I never took you places,
50 minutes na lang at makakapag-logout na ako para masimulan ang aking one day off.
Yes, isa lang ang day off ko ngayong linggo. Nakaleave ang dalawang kasama kong bisor at kailangan ng karelyebo.
Ang totoo, nagvolunteer naman akong pumasok. Actually, kung hindi pa thanksgiving party ni Atty. Gene/ Friends Freva Reunion e isosolid ko sanang seven days straight ang pasok ko this week. Martir lang.
I am a corporate slave. I thrive in employment. Alam kong maraming taong sinasabi na work sucks. Sabihin niyo nang yuckadiri ako,
I LOVE WORK.