I was absent last night. Boss knew about it. I was in Kabayan Hotel, I slept there. When I arrived in Calamba this morning, I ate at Jollibee-Crossing. I ordered B1 (Regular Yum, Regular Coke, and Regular Fries), Palabok with regular coke, Longganisa breakfast, and a Rocky Road! It was certainly a food-trip. I don't know why. It felt that I wanted to eat that much. While I was eating, I was thinking of...everything. So true it is that so many things now had changed. As in, everything. Whatever I used to have before, people and things, are now part of my past. I was trying to find pain, fear, sadness, or anything that would tell I am sorry, or that I am dead. But there was none. The feeling is more of a floating sensation, like I am a smokey spirit floating in the air. If it is good or not, I don't know yet. I am sometimes thinking that I don't have a feeling anymore. I think it has something to do with my soul. I feel more of a living flesh...with no soul. I am feeling empty in other words. Let's see what will happen these coming days.

---For those people who are still there...thank you so much.