Yes, I love him, I love him more than anything else          in the world and there is nothing that i would like better than to          hold on to him FOREVER. But i know it's not for the best. So no          matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him          go so he can know just how much I LOVE HIM. Maybe if i'm lucky,          he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this....