This is for my father, who is abroad working, the one that I never got the chance to be with. The person who I love, even if he hurt my mother and didn’t act as a good father at the past (well he is improving).My parents separated…well that’s the cause of young love. I am or I am almost their first child because my brother died because of miscarriage but then they had me and my sister.My father had a family now and I envy so much his children on his other women because I wanted to feel what a father is, I want to experience talking to a father, I want to laugh with a father and I want to feel love by a father.When I was little, I felt that I was different, not that different in physical aspects or personality but the inner part, just know that I am beginning to know that the feeling I was feeling way back then is feeling of emptiness and the feeling of me, incomplete.I was different and still is, changes happen because I am beginning to be a young adult. I am having a communication to my father and he is sending me allowance because he said he wanted to repay everything he didn’t do when I was little and I let him. At first I just wanted to use his emotion to get money from him but months pass by that I begun to feel my conscience slapping me, so hard that I want my family to be complete. I want to feel how to have a mother and a father at the same time.I want to feel the love of a father, I simply want to feel complete.                                                                                                __________“As I was doing this, I can’t help the tears dropping from my face.”