If I am in deep shit right now, my answer to your question is to end all the questions... 

How would I do that? Easy... end the contemplating, end the thinking, end the feeling...  I'm gonna take the easy way to be free...

It's a shitty world out there, and it's tiring to struggle and survive, so why go the hard way if I can end it right away?

Your stories are kinda freaky you know...  how would you feel if it is actually inspiring people to do it?  you know what i mean...

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

i don't think my creepy stories are effective enough to inspire any one to end  her life just because it suggest death as an easy way out.

i often think about ending my own fucking life as reflected on most of my writings but fortunately im still here in this fucking crazy world  living the same fucking shit over and over again. so as a way to keep my insanity, i resorted to "writing it" rather that "doing it".  and how do you know, it helps a lot.

ok, so what if, just what if, after reading my depressing stories, it gave her enough courage to commit suicide with a note that says she was provoked by my stories? hmmm...next question, pls.

seriously, i'd probably die with guilt. but is it my fault that my safest way of healing  myself could be so destructive to others?

i'm still going to write about death and all its configurations until my own story is over.

so to you-know-who-are, just keep on writing. the process of healing is long but you'll get there. in god's time.

isipin mo na lang lagi madami nagmamahal sa 'yo. kung natapos man ng hindi maganda yong kwento ng isang mahal mo sa buhay, ikaw ang karugtong na maaring makapagbigay ng isang happy ending.

:)

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

so are u trying to say that as a "writer" i have a social/moral obligation to the readers? parang issue pala yan ng rapist. kaya daw naging rapist ang isang tao dahil sa pagbabasa o panunood ng mga smut materials eh. di sana lahat tayo naging rapist na.

in my opinion, tayo ang may control ng ating sariling isip. 'wag tayong mag finger point or putting the blame to anyone other than ourselves. yon ung concept ng "choice".

like what ive said, i write basically to conquer my own demon. like licking my own wounds while healing myself in the process.

what could be more important? my obligation to myself or my obligation to others?

:)

di naman ako nagpapaka moralista dito to say that yes, you do have a social obligation to other people.  i just happen to believe that if there is a writer, for sure there will be a reader.  itago man ng writer ang mga sinusulat niya, meron at merong magbabasa... and we can not always presume how the reader takes what he reads... unless na lang lahat ng sinusulat mo eh may disclaimer that would say... "oh bahala ka na sa interpretation mo hah, wala akong obligasyon sayo" 

at first i was also like that... sinusulat ko lang kung anong nararamdaman ko, but then again, I got matured by realizing, bakit pa ako nagsusulat, para pa rin ba ma-satisfy ko ang obligation ko sa sarili ko?    Hey... please don't get me wrong...  I am not saying you should also get swayed at this thought, I just wanted to turn this around into saying that, some people read and that you'll never know how effective your works are...

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

laman ng sabaw na utak - www.timangblag.blogspot.com

repeal RA 9262 - www.diegosilangmovement.blogspot.com

i'm not trying to form a cult naman tapos influenced sila na magpakamatay. if u were able to read EROS ATTALIA's book "taguan-pong at manwal ng mga napapagal" un ung manual for suicide kc un hindi lang suggestive talagang me instruction pa... so kung printable ung ganong klaseng writing tapos i never never heard na may nagpatiwakan after makabasa then i think i'm just as safe.

para-paraan lang yan on how to cope up sa kahibangan ng mundo na sinasabi mo.

:)

salamat kaloy69  

Di effective yung book kung ganun...  pero malay natin?? 

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

so im right all, along, di nga ako effective writer kc im suggesting suicide sa mga stories ko kaso hanggang ngayon wala pang nagpakamatay.

sa akin kc, effective na mga nababasa ko kapag napatawa ako pag komedy, napakilig ako pag love story, nalibugan ako kapag erotiko, natakot ako kapag horror... mga ganon lang, mga nakakarelate na effectiveness lang.

:)

Hehehe, eh pano mo naman nalaman na dika effective na writer... ?  naniniwala ka ba dito? na dika effective?

Paano pa makakapagsalita yung naapektuhan mo kung deadsung na siya diba? 

Sana nga ganun, wala pang nagpapakamatay sa mga sinulat mo...  question nga is...  what if meron?  pero nasagot mo na tong tanong nato...  you don't have to answer anymore...  i respect naman where you stand...

nice arguing with you, though!

chalkchuyuagenchun!

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

cge na nga effective na nga :) mas convincing sana kung mabasa ko sa... "HEADLINE BUKAS, NGAYON ANG BROADCAST!

BABAE, NAGPATIWAKAL DAHIL SA PAGBABASA NG BLOG NA MAY SUMPA (parang ung mga annoying chain email na...dahil binasa mo to, mamatay ka after 20 yrs pag di mo pinabasa sa lahat ng member ng filipinowriter.) 

...AT AYON SA ULAT, HINALUGHOG LAHAT NG CLOSET NG SITE MEMBER DAHIL DOON UMANO NAGTATAGO HABANG NAGSUSULAT NG KASUMPA-SUMPANG BLOGS SI CLOSET WRITER. 

UY, SANA WALANG PIKON HA? PARANG NAGSISI TULOY AKO NA INUMPISAHAN NATIN TO :)

Sinong pikon? baka si yolak?  nyehehehe

basta wag kalimutan ang dalaw pag nangyari na ang di dapat mangyari har har har!!! 

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

cge pwamis yan. kaso baka sa dubai talaga kita dalawin. matadyakan pa ko ng mga camel na minimilk mo don.

:)

Mababait ang mga camel dito, wag ka lang mangangamoy kandila hahaha... 

o, wag ipagkakalat kung nasaan ako, baka maniwala ang readers, mahirap na sila maapektuhan...  baka tataas ang expectations.... nyahahaha.  manghingi pa ng milk-chocolates fresh from my camels... recession eh kaya ang supply matumal... weehhhehe

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

sulat lang...wag nyo ko damay...echos!

cheers! 

laman ng sabaw na utak - www.timangblag.blogspot.com

repeal RA 9262 - www.diegosilangmovement.blogspot.com

If it would be imposed to us to filter everything that we say, or anything that we do, then there will be no freedom. Liberty is all about being able to express your feelings, sentiments, and how the world looks like to you. If a simple blog like what this writer wrote drove you to kill yourself, then that's on you. It's like all these twisted fools blaming Marilyn Manson for the Columbine massacre. Your life is your responsiblity. It's yours. So whether you choose to be a pathetic attention whore and bitch at everything you think isn't right or read people's thoughts and learn something from it, it's on you and no one else's. In effect, if you ever chose to shoot yourself in the head because apparently someone wrote something that affected your whiny ass too much, then my dear, you're not fit to live in this world at all. So do everyone a favor and do what you want to do. Learn to survive. And please get a life.

Talking about choices and liberty, I choose and am so glad I have this liberty to ignore you  because you are not worthy of my precious remaning time in this earth...   

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

And you are not worth mine. I just hate whiny people that's all. Enjoy your so-called 'precious remaining time'. I'm sure it will be threatened again whenever someone posts something morbid at some point. Or is this just a lame ploy to get attention? Whatever. Lol.

yien and i are just trying to discuss the potential harm of my stories. i understand her concerns but it wouldnt change anything, i'll go on writing the way i want.

i cannot blame you for reacting like that. we are free to voice out ourselves. 

thanks for taking part anyway.

peace.  

Closet Writer,

Patahimikin mo nga itong fan mo, sinisira niya ang kabanalan ng akda mo.  hinahaluan niya tuloy ng ka-tiyanak-an, ka-tikbalang-an, at ka-aswang-an tong thread mo... nagiging baduy tuloy...

yun lang po...

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket

'Baduy' are the likes of you who exaggerates by using local mythical & supernatural characters.

Hey Closet Writer, my apologies for this. More power.

...  just start posting your works...  and not waste your time on mee...

             http://wattuduyanie.blogspot.com/

             -an empty bucket