how true is the saying that goes "LOVE IS LOVELIER THE SECOND TIME AROUND"?

it is in fact a cliche. i thought it is true and possible.......as second chance is just good as the first.....

well then, i had proven it wrong.

what i like to believe now is " DESTINY HAS ITS RULES"

i may not be able to prove it right now.....

someday, looking back at everything that i have been through, good or bad......may just be a memory that i would always cherish. i may be very hurt now and the pain seems endless and immeasurable, yet, at the course of time, this will be a part of my past. i will always keep the past with me, though scarred and flawed. this bad past has helped me to be better and stronger to face the odds in life.

and........

not everything i want, i will get. if that would be it, then there would be no tears to shed, no heart to break, no smile to paint, and worse, no life to lose.

love is not far from hurt. if you are ready to fall in love, you should be willing to get hurt.

and i just did.

it is  too painful to bear.......too heavy to carry.............too dark to see.