It was in year 2003 when I met this wonderful guy on the net and fell in love with him…He inspired me to write this piece…You know who you are…

Since Sunday, I’ve been trying to gather all my senses and write something about this new-found love. But I was too caught up with my feelings and that I’d prefer to read again and again the file I saved containing all the conversations we had just to savor this magic feeling. Even until now, I still can’t help but wonder how powerful fate is. Yes, fate. Fate that I once cursed. Fate that brings nothing but bitterness. Fate that made my life an endless series of hatred and sorrow. I know I’ll never gonna see the old fate that was once the twig I used to cling to in my moment of grief. Not until I met you……

I always laugh at people who attest that they found love on the net. I find it hard to believe. I met a lot of them and was actually tempted to try. But nah, that’s not me, spare me. Baloney! I’m not out of my mind. I can’t imagine loving someone whom I haven’t seen face to face. Geez, I’ve been chatting for five years, believe me. Not until I met you…..

I pity those people who are easily swept by mere words. Words are deceiving and I’m the type of person who doesn’t easily give in, believing that action is a mere proof rather than words. Not until I met you……

Blame fate, blame the new technology, and blame those insane people who persuade me into believing that this feeling do exist. I wouldn’t tolerate it. Nonsense! Not until I met you…..