Pain

arvin95's picture

Pain

I never thought I would write poems when I was with you
Because I was so in love I didn't need to
I felt complete and so alive
But now you're "gone", it's hard to even face the man in the mirror.

I split my life into two
One half is trying to move on, the other's still dreaming of you
Dreaming we're happily together
It's the way my heart will dream forever.

It's so much easier this way
Living half a life each day
The other in the past back with you or in a future which is never true
Where my tears and smiles are all so pure.

Some nights I sit and cry to the heavens the question why.....
Remembering your pictures in my mind and reading the only set of poems I had
from you
They show me the footprints you left in my heart
And how our love cannot get any better.

Now they're just a reminder
Of everything I have lost
I guess happiness like that
Always comes with a cost.

I'm still grateful for your love
Even how fleeting it is in my life
I was proud to be your man
I'm just sorry I never got to be good enough for a much longer time.

But who knows the future
Maybe we'll fall in love again
If I could be back in your arms one day
Then I will gladly pay this small price..…PAIN!


Starblaze's picture

Like it

 "I split my life into two
One half is trying to move on, the other's still dreaming of you"

Gusto ko to...it is really the essence of pain..when moving on is as slow as the turtle becusae you're trying to wait for something or someone..to look back and wishing that she/he is still standing there...

 

 

Starblaze, Dakilang mangingibig, malikot ang isip (at kamay)

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rose's picture

I Got You!

Good Day sa Lahat! alam mo Bro lahat ng Tao dumadaan sa ganyang Pain,  sa lahat ng failures in Life, alam mo ba na mas nagiging strong tayo sa life natin kapag dumaan tayo sa mga ganyang trials, pain, betrayal, failures, , But we should Be thankful pa rin sa mga taong naging part ng life natin na nakasakit sa atin. What we Have to do is to accept ang kabiguan at sakit, To let Go , i let go natin ang taong nakasakit sa atin.

And the most Important is TO MOVE ON, huwag nating hayaan na umikot ang buhay natin sa past natin, OO yung Pain peklat yan eh, sakit na galing sa lumipas. pag balig baligtarin man ang Mundo nandiyan na yan nakaukit na yan na nasaktan ka, hanggang hindi mo kayang tanggapin, mag let go hindi ka makaka move on, nandiyan lang yan sa dibdib mo ang bigat na nararamdaman mo, nandiyan ang lungkot.

Sisterly advice Move On ka and pray hard lang matatagpuan mo din ang matagal mo nang hinahanap ang taong magpapasaya sayo for Life. Okey Lang yan na nakakaranas ka ng Pain, para by the next time alam mo na kung papano malagpasan ang darating pang hamon ng Buhay.

 

Tanging ang Diyos lang ang nakakaalam ng lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sa Mundo .............Kaya dapat lagi tayong MANALIG SA POONG MAY KAPAL.

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