such a crazy thing,,i've been suffering this wishing to end this life...they never know how it hurts,how it ruined my whole life and dignity.,..

it was a damn cold night of january,,.

the night i wish didn't came into my life...

i should've stayed home...

i wish i didn't meet him...

it was so cruel..

i beg for mercy but he didn't listen..

wishing that night would be over....

wishing i could see the brightness of the day...

wishing i could go home nah..

the beautiful evening turns into a worse nightmare...

i wish it didn't happen..

i wish i had not meet them..

too greedy for human flesh...

for human pleasure,..

my body is a temple..

but now its ruined..

no one deserves me..

i dont deserve to be loved..

not even capable of loving after that night..

monsters...

oh monsters...

they should've listen..

i wish they know how it ruined my dreams,,,

i wish they know what i felt the night they force me to do the things i could not imagine i would do..

i feel afraid and scared,,

i wanna scream everytime i remember it...

but who would have listen..

no one..

no one knows this pain..

its crazy...

no one knows this pain...

i wanna kill them..

those who are too greedy for human flesh...

and take me for granted after they are done..

...

now ask me what happen?

i wont tell you becoz like them,..

they wont believe me...

....

now do you know what you did to me?

the shame i put to myself after what you did to me?..

....

do you know..

do you know...

do you know..

would you like me to tell you..

the night you brought me to a place where i broke myself..

where you help me broke me into pieces...

....

your such a liar..

....

am such a bitch..

....

ignoramos...

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