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ediza's picture

 

As I weigh things out I concluded that your nothing but a man who has no respect for other people. You say things for the mere fact of saying it... no meaning. I regret the time I spend with you and most of all the love I have given you. I respect if you won't consider my child your child. But you shouldn't tell your woman to tell it to me with foul words as if I'm using my situation to have you. You know who I am and I can't believe how in the end you disrespect me as if I'm a whore. I am glad my child won't see you as he/she will grow. For now on, you are dead for us. He/she wouldn't know you and so you are to him/her. I will always be regretful and ashamed of you... for knowing you and allowing myself to be driven by you.

Let me be thankful because you used me to get her back. Let me be thankful because you make yourself a pityful person for me to believe you. I can't believe you would use that to make yourself believable. 

I remember how you fought for student and labor's right during those old days... how you feel towards them... pero asan na yung pagrespeto mo sa ibang tao. Paanong ayaw mong mangyari ulit yung nangyari sa inyo ng pamilya mo gayong ikaw mismo ang gumagawa ng ikasisira nito. Paano mong nasasabing nirerespeto mo ang mga babae sa ganyang gawain... lahat ay salita... at wala palang halaga ang lahat ng 'yon. 


rom26factolerin's picture

go on crying

 

someday, somehow you will find the words "move on" as your dictum in life. and when that time comes i'm sure you're on your way singing songs that speak of life like never been before. You may find yourself stepping in an unknown path that mesmerize and thrill you. That's new life and that it's all about. Just don't forget forgiveness when you get there. 

Go on cry but don't get too lonely. 

 

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