"THE HARDEST THINGS……"  

We been together for how many years, yet! It's still not forever…….

I never thought that it will end up this way…………

At first, when we feel in love, I thought that our relationship will stay for ever…..I was accept the fact ,that I shouldn't expect anything from you…I should know my limitation and I must to know where I stand….

Yes! This is the hardest things I've ever done, "when I fell in love with you….". 

Because when I  fell in love with  you, I already knew, that  you have something

and I know who you are??…I was mistakenly looked at this love or this feelings need to be fulfilled,

we had so many plans for the two of us???, but it was really hard and wrong!....

You have no idea how you made my life happy and colorful when you came into my life….

Because I never felt this feeling before, you were the only one who made me feel this feeling…..To make me feel " What is really love is……" 

How many times I tried  to say good bye, but I do not know ,how to say it.But it's time now to let go this feelings….., the feelings, that I wanted to stay forever, but it will never be….

I know it's hard but I cannot hold this feeling anymore…..  " I Love You more than you'll never know" …..It's hard and it's really hurts me but I have to let you go……

I have to do this … to set you free… Just let me thank you for all the good things you've done to me, all the good things you've showed me, for the loving me, you taught me how to become strong and matured, for all those time that we're being together is worth reminiscing, thank you for all the good memorize, " the memorize of sadness and happiness we had"…..

 I am so thankful, Because you've been a special part of my life…At this point, I want to start a new beginning of my life… No hatred, No worries, No expectation…..I want to live with a simple life and and have a peaceful life…. Even it's  hard to do this….

I will make it alone with the guidance of our almighty god …. I've learned a lot about this loveI know that it would be the hardest part of my life ,

I have to move on……. and start a new life with out you……Hope that I could make it…….  

By:  Rdm 01/01/08