Too Much

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I could have told you

"Die, bitch, die!

You're a fucking whore

And fucking whores like you

Don't deserve to live,

You bitch!"

But I can't

And I won't

Because I like you too much

 

I could have

Stabbed you

With a kitchen knife

Right between your lying eyes

And then carve out your dark heart

Just to see if there was ever

A room there

For me

Like you deceivingly

Told me

But I can't

And I won't

Because I like you too much

Too damn much

 

If only I could

Erase you

Off my head

Then you'd be dead

And would bother me

No more

For the dead don't bother

The living

I think I still am, barely

You left me

Almost dying

With nothing to hold on to

But the thorny memories of you

 

I could have

Set you on fire

And show you what

Hell is like

That's where I am right now

I'd watch every bit of

Treacherous, horrible you

Turn to black

Charred beyond recognition

Not even the devil would know you

But I can't

And I won't

Because I like you too much

Too fucking much.

 

 

03 June 2011

Patrick Orquia