I guess this time I can say, "okay na ako".
I thought wala nang mangyayari sa atin nang sinabi mong pagbibigyan mo ang hiling kong kalimutan mo ako.
I thought wala nang Merven sa buhay ko.
Hindi naman kita hinabol.
Ang sabi ko lang sayo, don't base your decision to what I said.
I must admit, thankful ako nahindi tumagal ng one day ang di mo pagpaparamdam noon.
After ng Saturday, ng-message ka na pala sa akin sa Facebook.
While I was out making myself busy, I was thinking how you are doing.
Kanina'y tinawagan kita
Upang itanong na sa iyo
And iyong dahilan sa 'di pag pansin sa akin
Tatlong linggo taung hindi nagkita
At ni hindi mo naisip na itext ako sa panahong hinihntay kita
Dahil ipinangako mo
Supposedly, ika-3rd week ng new relationship natin ngaung araw
Paano ba naman, ikaw lang ang naging boy friend ko since birth
At ngaun ngang ng-take ulit ako ng risk
Na makasama ka sa buhay kong maayos na sana
Sa di mabilang ng pgkakataon ay sinagot kita
At minahal muli
I was checking ou youtube for new songs and I ran into this song of Decyfer Down entitiled: Best I Can. I liked it right away for its music. I searched for the lyrics and liked it even more. The lyrics was about the person doing his best to do good with a belief that God understands him. I liked it for it reminds me of one's being human. Because sometimes, even if we really want to do good, at some point, we fail.
Ang buhay ng tao parang dice...
Bawat mukha may tatak na nagpapaiba nito sa karamihan
Minsan kahit numero uno ka na meron pa ring exceptional
Buti kahit you're the second best may award pa rin
Mahirap naman minsan third option ka na
Fall back sa tingin ng iba
Parang the best na ring apat kau
At least 'di ka mawawalan ng ka-partner
Kesa naman lima kau, tapos ikaw naman ang left out
Oh pag anim kau it's merrier
I watched a movie last weekend. It was entitled: The Invisible. Though at first it seemed boring because the suspense the cover promised was not as intense as expected, I find it unique and touching.
There was a girl in Highschool who lives her life miserably. When her mother died, her father married another woman. She felt responsible for her younger sibling who was the reason for all her illegal work: theft.
Wala akong magawa kahit maraming pwedeng gawin.
Wla akong ibang magawa kundi ang tamarin.
Sometimes I have to keep telling myself "That's enough". I have to repeat it a couple of times so I can stop what I think is not healthy anymore. There are many things that I do that don't really make things better for me. I can't seem to accept that it will make things worse in the long run. I kept doing things that is bad for me. Well, not that bad but I feel like if it becomes a habit, I may not be able to turn away from it.
Nagpapatianod na naman ako sa mga pangyayari. Wala akong sapat na lakas upang labanan ang agos. Saan nga ba ito papunta? Palayo ba sa aking minimithi, o palapit sa aking mga pangarap? Kung sana'y ganon lang talaga kadali ang buhay.. ang magpatangay lang sa agos. Hindi ko na kailangang mag-isip pa. Hindi ko na kailangang lumaban pa..dahil ako'y nanghihina na.
Nakakaantok kahit limang minuto ka lang walang ginagawa.
I think I know but I won't tell.
Hindi ko sasabihin! hahaha