Torture

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Here I am

Torturing myself

Bleeding myself out

Not hearing myself shout

As I numb the pain

 

Insane

I’m going

Tears are flowing out

Drowning in self-doubt

As I go through it alone

 

I wonder when

It will stop

Or will it

Continue further

As I go deeper

Into the abyss

Where I’ll fight more monsters

 

Will they listen to me

If I

Tell them

To go easy on me

Because I so very much

Enjoy

Taking in pain

Bit by bit

 

When will it

End?

Maybe when my lights have all died out

I can finally win my bout

Against my torturous self.

 

 

25 November 2010

Patrick Orquia