hey Miss! Wake up! Please wake up! Open your eyes!” that voice… I know that voice…

“please… be steady now!” and  then again, I heard that very sweet sound masculine voice…

“Please Dr! pls do everything I’m willing to do everything for her too! “ the man pleads.

“ we are now doing our best, but even now I still don’t know… with that kind of wound and the amount of blood that she lost… I still don’t know but still we are doing our best to revive her” the Dr explained hopelessly.

Suddenly, his knees came shaking…” but why…? Why me? Oh God, she saved me. Why is she doing this to me? What did I do to you to suffer yourself like this? Why…why…” he whispered while staring at the girl’s face with his knees and hands on the floor.

A piece of paper fall on the floor, it is folded beautifully and in a very neat manner, the man’s attention was caught by that paper, a sheet of a personalize diary, suddenly he got so curious so he pick it up and open it gently, a writing slam his face and it is written in this manner…

March 02, 2000/ Tue

Jeff,

“I choose to love you in silence, for in silence there is no rejection, I choose to love in my dreams for in my dreams no one owns you but me… once I got so selfish and I feel the guilt, so now I’m loving you in reality, and even though I know I might get hurt because of loving you, it is not my aim anymore… loving you in darkness, in silence, in my dreams and in my reality, what matters most is… I experienced loving you in spirit and in truth… my love

Jane

His tears burst in so much pain he felt, “ who’s this girl? Who are you? And why you’re doing this to me anyway?  Am I already too late? Did I just find this girl too late? Save her for me pls even if you take my own life in exchange of this girl’s soul,  Oh God, Oh God... she saved me… why… BUT WHY”  He screamed awfully as he continuously felt the guilt inside him