WHAT HAVE I EVER LOST BY LOVING

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“No one can fully give love in authenticity unless the lover or the giver of love is broken and that same brokenness will open the heart to embrace the wounds and the brokenness of others…” - DACASI'S Immoral Code on Love and Lovers      

(Para la mujer, La Luna, en mi sueño)

 

I have fallen in love to an adorable woman

but it was an unrequited love:

I could not always force someone to love in return.

 

A pretty girl fell in love with this wounded heart

but she was crying when I told her to love somebody else:

I could not always choose those who loved me.

 

Some women broke my heart

but other women came

to mend and bandage my broken soul…

 

I have fallen in love so many times but I was always broken,

I was utterly broken when I found myself falling in love again:

What have I ever lost by loving…?

 

*Republished from a chapbook of poems “The Saddest Poem and other poems” by Danny C. Sillada.

© Danny C. Sillada

Poet-painter-philosopher-critic-performance artist from Mindanao; obtained BA Philo., STB and Pastoral Theology at UST, Manila; left the seminary before ordination to priesthood; pursued MBA at Ateneo Graduate School of Business, Makati; resigned from promising career in the corporate world to become full-time artist and literary writer.


Thanks

  Your posting this poem could not have been more timely ...

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You're welcome

Whatever it is, you're not alone. We've got nothing to lose to  love again...

dcsillada

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Our path emerges for a while, then closes within a dream...

Better Mended Than Gone

As years pass by, I broke some hearts and in return I find myself broken-hearted more often than my heart could bear. 

What do we lose when we love... I guess nothing... Our hearts may get broken, but we never lose them.

the FACT

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Immeasurable Pain

Losing someone that I really cared and loved is excruciatingly painful and the wound is immeasurable. I believe that nothing could heal such wound except to find the same woman, or to look for another one to love...

Thanks.

dcsillada

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Our path emerges for a while, then closes within a dream...

versions

  I could not always force someone to love in return.

My version that I usually use is "You can't force people to feel the same way you do."

Ah, crazed and pained be this thing that we call . . . but what would we be without it?   

 

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im one of those...>"<

someone had promised to love me but ended up in leaving me alone with wounded heart. i was in great despair and starting to believe that lawyers are great liars but i should not generalize them.. Im just not yet over with him or maybe its the wounded pride that counts..>"<